Covetousness or – the grass is always greener

Aug 23
I’ve noticed that when I am in large cities I start to covet the lives of the people I encounter there . When I’m out in a national park or wherever in the countryside I revel in it – I love the wide open spaces, hills alive with the sound of music etc.... When I’m back in a city, I want an apartment, nice car, nice clothes, regular income – all that I had before...is it really time to start looking for a job??!! My bank account says yes, yes it is time, please do before you are completely broke. The rest of me says no! Dont do it! Once I start working again I am afraid that it will be quite difficult to break out of the routine I get into.